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Sunday, June 23, 2013

My life a brief case

To...My dear elder Sister,
First and foremost, I'd like to say thank God.This is the last and deepest one my letter to you,I guess.Jesus is on your side.Have you ever felt alone.Have you ever felt like no one is on your side.Well, Jesus is on your side, He cares so much you. you can feel that all the grace of God's love.He is your High priest, Advocate, Intercessor, and Shepherd.If you really rely on Him, you'll see marvelous changes in your life!So,Let me know my Sister,what is your future plan.what is your ambitions.what thing are you most interested in doing. what is your current problem.And so on...My sister,All human need certain questions in their mind or life time.Me, too.how do you spend your spare time.Reading,watching news or Movies...etc.For me , when I feel very stressful I usually take a trip, otherwise visit some friend's home to release pressure,tension,anxiety.Sometimes ,I felt so unworthy.I didn't have someone's favor any how. That's how I thought. My biggest desire is to lookafter the needed and poor people esp..in need in our community. when I was in Primary School, I never saw a bus ,a train until I was age of fifteen.Furthermore, my education was very limited.Primary School student life was bad for me Teachers were very rude and narrowminded ones I'd ever seen.I don't want to explain more.From Primary to Secondary I had to study by light of a Coal-oil lamp until my eyes were blurred. Sometimes I used a candle or natural sunlight in the bright early morning.I  always wanted to be a educated person whatever.but not really at present.so awful dreamed I must say.One desire in near future,I've  always wanted to be an extraordinary not ordinary(commonplace).My mother(mom) told me that son(ahmg) not to do Farmer's work like us.My dear son,that kind of job is too hard and less profit. as you see.You'd better try hard for your better future living of your own feet. don't lazy.You have to create your life.I still remember what was mother talking about when I faced every trial.No longer,God chosen by you ma khine to move to yangon for studying grade 9,10..I really grateful to God and you.In Pathein, I had to Struggle for an education. I couldn't speak Burmese properly(well).I tried to catch teachers and native students' voices. Finally I overcome hardship situation.That year I passed grade 10(ninestandard) with honour.Grade 11(metrix) I failed that year. reason is I didn't get allowance (pocket money) not more than 500 ks per month.another reason was I couldn't concentrate at that time.every teacher lessons.Everything was very expensive then.I always had boiled watercress and fishpaste soup. I began to nod (drowsy) in class most all the time.In fact, I did not have foundation in English and Math.Now that I was so discouraged,so depressed that time .Some nights I longed to go back to my parents home.I really missed my mother,Father and our cows. I wept with despair overnight. After seven months ago:I said to my English teacher,"teacher I wouldn't study anymore,I do not feel like going to sit the exam. Let me stop my study here.I would give up this year 'sayama'.She stared me and said I'm so sorry for that my student.But anyway God takes care of every step of my life and education. Now I did it to some extend by His power.Sister I don't want to be bossy and interfere with your business and pleasure.I like to see you enjoy yourself with the passion of Jesus Christ.I loved to share knowledge .I still love to.Ma khine 'I always asked this question why I am here,To leave something.'Graduating from Yangon University of distance Education I started confusing to future direction.Besides,I needed skills, ability more I realized that.I believed that ability has made me a better future. Since I spent most of my time in English. My biggest mistake was wasting time.Today I have grown up under the threat of having no future at all. Such as the threat of ''overpopulation,and other impending disasters--Nuclear war,ecological disaster,and economic chaos all loom large on the horizon. this depends upon how you utilize the present .So, let's live for others.(let's mean=including you)My sister I'm so sorry to have to tell you about mine.Don't be let it go,To continue till end of sentences. Live~! for others,not for-self>glory,wonder,marvel.Live for the sick,live for the afflicted,live for the hurting,live for the painted,wounded,live for the broken........Now I over come my lack of faith.I resolved to do God's will in some Area. I would like to thank you and your help.I'm almost 27 now and I'd really need good job and  a career.please pray for that.'Keep your joy"May God bless you exceedingly abundantly above all .I hope you will enjoy my letter.
Your loving brother
MaungMaungThan@Davidthan.
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Monday, June 17, 2013

လိုအပ္ေနတဲ့ အျပန္အလွန္ခ်စ္ျခင္း

ကၽြန္ေတာ့္အခက္အခဲေတြကိုသူမ်ားကိုေျပာျပဖို႕ေနေနသာသာမိဘ..ညီအစ္ကိုေမာင္ႏွမကိုယ္ေတာင္မေျပာရဲ
ဘူး။ကၽြန္ေတာ္ေမွ်ာ္လင့္သလိုျဖစ္မလာဖို႕ေသခ်ာေနလို႕ပါ...ဒါကသူတို႕အျပစ္မဟုတ္ပါဘူး လူမ်ိဳးတစ္မ်ိဳးရဲ႕ေနာက္ခံလူေနမႈဘ၀ဓေလ့စရုိက္နဲ႕အမ်ားၾကီးဆိုင္တယ္လို႕ယုံၾကည့္တယ္။ရာႏွဳန္းျပည့္ဒီလို႕ေတြ
ခ်ည္းပဲလို႕ဆိုလိုေနတာမဟုတ္ရပါဘူး...ကၽြန္ေတာ့္အေတြ႕အၾကဳံအရကၽြန္ေတာ္တို႕လူမ်ိဳးႏြယ္စုမွာသားသမီးျဖစ္သူေတြကိုမိဘေတြကေႏြးေထြးမႈေပးတာအင္မတန္နည္းပါတယ္။သား
သမီးေတြဆီကေမွ်ာ္လင့္ေနတာမ်ားပါတယ္။ေမာင္ႏွမခ်င္းဆက္ဆံေရးမွာလည္းအျပန္အလွန္ေလးစားတန္ဖိုးထားမႈအာနည္းေနေသးတာ၊နားလည္ေပးနဳိင္မႈနည္းပါးတာေတြ႕
ရပါေသးတယ္။ကၽြန္ေတာ္အသိမိန္းကေလးကၽြန္ေတာ္တို႕လူမ်ိဳးပဲသူကလိႈင္သာယာဖိနပ္ခ်ဳပ္စက္ရုံမွာအလုပ္ပါတယ္ တစ္လကိုယ္မွျမန္မာက်ပ္ေငြသုံးေလးေသာင္းေလးသာရသူပါ။အလုပ္ခ်ိန္မနက္၇နာရီအေရာက္ေျခာက္နာရီထျပင္
ဆင္ရတယ္ခ်က္စားေနဖို႕အခ်ိန္မရွိတာေၾကာင့္ထမင္းဆိုင္မွဂ်ိဳတ္ဆြဲရတယ္။အေဆာင္ကိုညကိုးနာရီမွာေရာက္တယ္။ရန္ကုန္တက္အလုပ္လုပ္တာႏွစ္ႏွစ္သုံးႏွစ္ရွိျပီးမို႕ပင္
လည္းပင္ပန္းေတာ့အနားယူခ်င္တယ္ဆိုျပီးရြာကိုျပန္သြားေရာက္တပတ္ေက်ာ္လာေတာ့သူအေဖကသူကိုေျပာလိုက္ပုံက သမီးအလုပ္ကိုမျပန္ေသးဘူးလား ျမန္ျမန္သြားဖို႕လုပ္ေတာ့စသျဖင့္ေျပာလိုက္ေကာသမီးျဖစ္သူခဗ်ာစိတ္ပ်က္ပ်က္
နဲ႕ျပန္လာရရွာတယ္။ဒါလူသားထုၾကီးမွာေမတၲာေခါင္းပါးမႈအစပဲရွိေသးတယ္ေနာင္ဆိုပိုဆိုးနိဳင္ပါတယ္။ပညာေရး၊
စီးပြားေရးဂယက္ရုိက္ခတ္မႈလို႕၅၀%ေျပာလို႕ရေပမယ့္တကယ္ေတာသားသမီးႏွင့္မိဘၾကားဆက္ဆံေရးမွာ မိဘျဖစ္သူေတြကလည္းမိဘ၀တ္ကိုေသခ်ာျပဳရမယ္။သားသမီးေတြအပိုင္းကလည္းမိဘေတြကိုျပဳရမဲ့သားသမီး
၀တ္ကိုေက်ပြန္ရမယ္။ႏွစ္ဘက္စလုံးခ်ိန္ခြင္လွ်ာ့ညီေနဖို႕သိပ္အေရးၾကီးပါတယ္။အႏႈတ္လက္ခဏာေဆာင္တဲ့အျဖ
စ္မ်ိဳးေတြမိဘနဲသားသမီးၾကားၾကဳံလာရတာေတြကို ျမင္ရၾကားရေလတိုင္း ႏွစ္ဘက္ၾကားျပဳရမယ့္၀တၲာရားလက္ေတြ႕ဘ၀
မွာမက်င့္သုံးၾကတဲ့မိသားစုေတြမွာအျဖစ္မ်ားတာေတြ႕ရတယ္။ကၽြန္ေတာ္လည္းဖခင္နဲ႕မေတြ႕ရတာလည္း ၇ႏွစ္ႏွစ္ေလာက္ရွိျပီးဆိုေတာဖုန္းေခၚလိုက္တယ္...သတိရတယ္အေဖေနေကာင္းလား၊အဆင္ေကာေျပလားလို႕
ေမးပါတယ္အေဖကသိပ္ျပီးစကားေျပာနည္းတယ္သူကကၽြန္ေတာ္ကိုအဆင္ေျပရင္ေငြပို႕ေပးအုံးလို႕ပဲေျပာတာမ်ားပါတယ္.။အေဖ့ကိုစိတ္မဆိုးလိုက္ပါဘူး သိလိုက္တာကသူတို႕ျဖတ္သန္းလာခဲ့တဲ့ပတ္၀န္းက်င္လူမႈအသိုင္းအ၀ိုင္းကသားသမီးကိုခ်စ္တယ္လို႕ႏႈတ္နဲဖြင့္ေျပာေလ့မရွိျခင္းပါ
ပဲ။ေျပာတဲ့မိဘမရွိသေလာက္ပါ၊ၾကဳံခဲတယ္။စိတ္ထဲေတာရွိၾကတယ္။ကၽြန္ေတာ္ေမွ်ာ္လင့္တာသား( ေမာင္ႏွမေတြဆိုလည္းေမာင္ေလး ညီေလး)အဆင္ေျပရဲ႕လား၊က်န္းမားရဲ႕လား၊သိပ္ပင္ပန္းေနတယ္ဆိုရင္ဘာပဲျဖစ္ျဖစ္အိမ္သာျပန္လာကြာရွိတာေလးနဲစားၾကတာေပါ့ တစ္ဖက္လူကိုစိတ္အေမာေျပေဆးေလးပါ။ေဆာင္ရမယ့္အရာပါ။ကၽြန္ေတာ္။မတို႕ေတြလည္းတေန႕မိဘေနရာယူ
ရမယ္အဲဒီအခ်ိန္မွာငါတို႕ေတြရဲ႕သားသမီးေတြကိုငါတို႕ဘယ္လိုကိုင္တြယ္မလဲ။ငါတို႕သိပ္ခ်စ္ေၾကာင္းသူတို႕ေလးေတြသိေအာင္ဘယ္
လိုျပင္ဆင္ၾကမလဲ။ဘုရားသခင္ကက်မ္းစာထဲမွာ၀န္ေလး၍ပင္ပန္းေသာသူအေပါင္းတို႕ငါထံသို႕လာၾက ေလာ။ငါသည္ခ်မ္းသာေပးမည္ ဆိုသည့္ကတိေတာ္ကိုေလာကလူသားအားလုံးအတြက္ထားခဲ့သလို႕ကၽြန္ေတာ္၊မတို႕လူငယ္ေတြမ်ားအေနနဲလည္းမိဘအရာ ဆက္ခံတဲ့တစ္ေန႕သားသမီးေတြအားထားရာ ေနရာ၊ေအးျမျခင္းကိုေပးနိဳင္တဲ့စမ္းေရေပါက္၊သက္သာရာေနရာ၊လႈံျခဳံ
မႈတဲ့အရိပ္အ၀ါသျဖစ္ေပးနဳိင္ၾကပါေစလို႕ဆုပန္ရင္း....ေဒးဗစ္သန္း

တကယ္ၾကိဳက္လို႕ရွဲလိုက္တာပါ

Mom

© Dana Wheeler
You are the sunlight in my day
You are the moon I see far away
You are the one I lean upon
You are the one that makes my troubles gone
You are the one that taught me life
how not to fight and the difference between right and wrong
You are the words within my song
You are my wonderful MOM

You are the one that cares for me
You are the eyes that help me see
You are the one that knows me best
You are my favorite from east to west
You are the one that helped me dream
You hear my heart
You hear me scream
I'm afraid of life but looking for love
I'm blessed that God sent me you from above
You are my friend my heart and soul
You are the greatest MOM I know

Source: I Love You My Wonderful Mom, Family Poem about Love http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/i-love-you-my-wonderful-mom#ixzz2WWCsEyWP
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